I have a new job where I have time to post on a blog now.

I have a new job where I have time to post on a blog now. I re-read some of my previous posts, and I clearly have a tendency to be very angry and/or self-deprecating. I think that when I wrote previously, I though I was being "real", when what I am really being is bitter or uneccesarily sarcastic. I was very upset at that time, and, well, while I still tend to be upset, I am not quite so upset.

I got a job full-time at a telecommunications company doing customer service. It is a different kind of stressful than HB, and it pays better. I am also a full-time student, which has compounded my stress level. I'm discovering the levels of stress I can tolerate are much higher than I orginally imagined. It is hard, but I am GROWING. It is just kind of lonely to slog determinedly. I am trying to not think of it as slogging, but, man, when it is cold out, and the snow is wet and melty, it is hard not to think of life in terms of "slog". I hope my next post is sooner than six months from now. Work, fortunately, will probably force me to blog.
I get boooooored.